Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Bliss in my scars

I've been insulted, put down, made fun of, told I wasn't good enough, discriminated, kicked while I was down, defeated, rejected, humiliated, belittled, dumped, criticized,abused, disapproved of, judged, punished, lost faith, been hopeless, suicidal,  pushed and shoved, beaten down, I have even been shot at but I still stand here stronger than ever. ㅡmy past does not define me but built me. 
I only grow and move forward. 
I refuse to go dwell in the past. When you hit rock bottom you have no where else left to go but to rise up!!
I am not ashamed of my past, but yet I'm proud of what it built me into. 

My physical and emotional battle scars made me into the warrior I am today, and I continue to only get stronger. 
Have faith in yourself and build your story from it. 

Thursday, October 6, 2016

Sit still look pretty

Could dress up
To get love
But guess what?
I'm never gonna be that girl
Who's living in a Barbie world

Could wake up
In make up,
And play dumb
Pretending that I need a boy
Who's gonna treat me like a toy

I know the other girlies wanna wear expensive things
Like diamond rings
But I don't wanna be the puppet that you're playing on a string
This queen don't need a king

Oh, I don't know what you've been told
But this gal right here's gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I'm gonna be because I wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty
You get off on your 9 to 5
Dream of picket fences and trophy wives
But no, I'm never gonna be 'cause I don't wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still look pretty

Mr. Right could be nice for one night
But then he wanna take control
And I would rather fly solo

That Snow White
She did right
In her life
Had 7 men to do the chores
'Cause that's not what a lady's for

The only thing a boy's gonna give a girl for free's captivity
And I might love me some vanilla but I'm not that sugar sweet
Call me HBIC

Oh, I don't know what you've been told
But this gal right here's gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I'm gonna be, because I wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty
You get off on your 9 to 5
Dream of picket fences and trophy wives
But no, I'm never gonna be, 'cause I don't wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still look pretty

[2x]
Sure, I'm a pretty girl
Up in a pretty world
But they say pretty hurts
And I don't wanna sit still
I'm a pretty girl
Up in a pretty world
But no, I won't sit still, look pretty

Oh, I don't know what you've been told
But this gal right here's gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I'm gonna be because I wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty
You get off on your 9 to 5
Dream of picket fences and trophy wives
But no, I'm never gonna be 'cause I don't wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still look pretty

Oh, I don't know what you've been told
But this gal right here's gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I'm gonna be because I wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty
You get off on your 9 to 5
Dream of picket fences and trophy wives
But no, I'm never gonna be 'cause I don't wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty

Sit still, look pretty [4x]




 

Grown to understand that I'm comfortable in my
Own self that I do not need someone else to complete me, I'm perfect all in myself all by myself and I have never been happier in my life once I had realized this.